Black mood...reloaded

Friday, March 10, 2006
black mood...
...have you ever felt, like a silent spectator to everything happening around you...wishing you could close your eyes...wishing you could block out parts of your perception, like editing in films...but watched on helplessly because...providence is a limited luxury. Have you ever watched someone take your hand, smile at you...lovingly, and walk you to your end...(and jumped...because they wanted you to?) Have you ever heard a song and wished you were the music in it? Read a poem and wished you were just one single verse? Have you ever looked at the sky on clear april nights and wished you could hold the entire expanse of it in the palm of your hand? Did you ever swim in the ocean and wish you could be the turbulence in it's waves...or watched a bird and wished you could soar...have you watched a baby sleep...and wished you steal that...that uncomplicated peace...have you stood in sunlight, and wished you could be that warmth. have you ever kissed someone...completely...and wished you could be that feeling...have you ever watched someone die...and wished you could go instead?...or closed your eyes and preferred that darkness to light...have you hated loved wanted craved despised hoped and lost all in one moment?...
...have you been everyone I've ever met?

posted by mustabe_someone at 9:10 AM