...that would be me,yeah...can I go now??...You see this thing just blew up in my face, and...[dashes off down imaginary road, before you know what hit you].
But you see, this situation is exactly what I do, literally or metaphorically, and maybe mildly de-exaggeratedly. That all my random gyan hits me at ungodly hours might make my writing a little woozy, so swalpa adjust maadi. But, getting back to the point, I run because its quite simply the easiest thing to do, and I honestly hate confrontations from that abysmal bottom of my heart. I do. I hate them so much I almost develop a facial tick, it can get pretty pathetic really...in my head at least. And the thing is, when you have a caustic tongue, at least in your head, you have enough to deal with in your head as it is, without compounding things further by trying to stick around and clear things out...and oh by the way, my favourite things to run away from are misunderstandings, especially ones in which I come off in a bad light, those suck. I actually run from em coz at some level, I find em absolutely humiliating/tiresome/annoyin etc...slot in appropriate category...despite the fact that they are misunderstandings to begin with...see if its true, you justify and thats simple, but misunderstandings...they can be tricky. So I run. Did I mention I represented school at the district level, for runnin tat is, 3000 m. So I run pretty well, decent stamina. Not big on speed, but wat the hell.
And I've been on the run big-time lately :)... am actually gettin a lil out-of breath, because in life theres no easy one way track, I'm currently running on multiple tracks, in multiple races...and from numerous different 'situations'...for a million different reasons, I wont even admit some of them to myself...that would be 'being in denial', but tats for a different post.
No use asking me to stand my ground and face things, and giving me other fantastic advice, I give my self great advice, but do I follow it? Hell no!
...like I was saying, running in life aint as easy as track...wish it was plain ol track again, was so much simpler...
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