jus plain random...

I am prone to magnificent obsessions. I am practically professional at setting myself up as...sitting duck. I suck. I am pathetically transparent. But even I don't know what I am thinking. I fall for all the wrong people. I trust all the wrong folks. I am an ass. I am talented. Walking smack into the middle of a trap you know the nature and existence of...takes bloody talent. I can fly. No..maybe I am just high. No I am not on drugs. I don't like weed. I like alcohol. But then not had that for ages. So no...I am not high. Maybe I am naturally deranged...or is that just mildly inebriated. Maybe I am stupid...no no no can't be it...that would be much easier to accept.Maybe I am a masochist. Or am I now...I am not making sense am I...well...I told you this was random. I didn't ask you read it...is this all you have left to do...reading the disjointed sentences...disconnected thoughts...of a mind steeped in lunacy. The lunatic is in my head...no I didn't say that...someone else did...and set it to a pretty tune. I understand what he meant.